Missd u bloggieee...]=

Um as bz as dis 4 handed fella wethrrr it hve 4 handx it seems so bz jst imagine a 2 handed human havin such a lt 2 do...

*Hmph!!!*... Swwie tat I was 2 bz 2 share my days with u... Each day was absolutely so diffrnt & kewl... & guyxxx I wnna tel u me is gnna b danm bz startn 4rm nxt week... ]= This week evn I had tusns daily which kpt me bz... bt dnt wrry cox atleast evry thursday I'll b postn abt da skewl dayx...

Monday

Yay!!! *jumpn up & dwn & dancing* Psssst... again da timetble chngd & v r gnna b havn 3 islm periodx & 4 dhiv periodx like b4 again... Bt aslu I wnt 4 periodx of islm evn cox I nyd 2 imprve it... Dhn v were askd 2 cmplete da bio assingnment which v were askd 2 do da previous termx tst ppr'x whole part of section B 4 Monday (bt me 4gt 2 do)... Tat day came hme & was bz doin it...

Tuesday

Umm v had da prefects meetn in skewl & came 2 knw tat v hve to form a group of 3 & make an exhibit 4 da science fairrr... So, me took Sadhuna & Inana(atom) as my group membrrrx...Came hme & did a bit of studyn...

Wednesday

Okie v had our first house meetng with da teachrx 2day... House captns & vice captains gt to meet da house teacher in charge & assisstant teachrx... V gt 2 knw abt da activites tat r soon gnna b held in skewl... & our in charge teachrrr is kewlest... hehe... Nuthng special hppnd othrrr dhn tat...

Thursday

I was danm wntng 2 meet my house mates so, I badly needed 2 conduct a house meetng. So, as soon as I came to skewl I went 2 meet Shifana & she said itx okie u cn bt all da house captains shud meet herrr @ 8 in da supervisors room... Okie v did held a house meetn & I selectd studnts 4 diffrnt activities & 4gt 2 select studnts 4 composin poems & 'Ishaaraaiy Mubaaraiy'... hehe dhn me came hme & was bz findin a sng 4 da traditional dance v hve to do 4 da openin of Dhiv literary week... Anywayx yestrday I tried 2 post this post bt cudnt cmplete it fully so, jst tot of keepn u all 2 wait 4 it 2 b updated...

Friday

Mrnin was v beautiful bt suddnly da weathrr chngd & it was all rainy like da othr 4 dayx... Thr was nuthng 2 do cox I did my laundry lst98... So, da main thing I did 2day was help my mum mke sme shrteatx 4 a wedding tea held... Dhn had tusn 2n8 & went 2 a wedding parrrty... I cudnt eat anythng cox jst aftrrr I had my dinnr dad tld me abt da parrrty...

Overall 1 thng I did was miss 7 as a daily basis...

Hey okie guyx gt sme dhiv study camp 2mrrw mrnin @ 8:45 so, me off 2 bed...
Nity Nite...=]
xoxoxoxo

1st day in skewl aftrr da holidayxxx...

Oh god... again i had to strt wakn up in da early mrnin 2 go 2 skewl... So, on da way 2 skewl I jst felt like me hvnt gne skewl 4 a lng tym & was telln evry1 hw I hated 2 cme 2 skewl early in da mrnin...

Like all da othrrr sundayxxx 2day evn v had a specail asembly in which Moosa Adam kpt blabbin abt sme imprtnt thngxxx (he said it was imprtnt) Bt, nw 4rm wat he said this mrnin I only remembrrr tat him sayn 4gt da past wrk 4 da future, dnt regret ur past cox itx nvrrr gonna cme bak... =]

I guess tat was mre dhn enuf 2 remembrrr... Cox tat was da bstst sayng I'd remebrr sme1 sayin...

Bak 2 da normal classes... Da timetble was chngd & guess wat!!?? B4 v had 3 islam periods bt nw v hve 4 islam periods bt nt yet confirmd cox our supervisors out on his holidayxxx... I hpe tat dsnt hppn cox itx 1 of my nitemarexxx... Okie 1st period was fizix & she was such a shweetie 2 giv us a whle free period & nxt had double cmp... I didnt do a single wrk in my cmp class... I was danm bored & smethng was runnin in my mind tat distractd me 4rm doin da wrk... Bt still me wastd da double periods... x]

Break time means MILO time... hehe dhn Kem class v did ppr correctns & Eng class teacherr tld us tat he'x gnna seperate us & sme will hve 2 go 2 a diffrnt class 4 Eng period... Dhn was MAx extended class gave 16ppr wrksheet on vectorxx 2 do cmpleted 8pgs in skewl & um nw almst kinda ovrrr with it... Aftrr tat Biooo period v had ppr crrctns... laughd @ sme ppl answrss & tatx all abt thngx I did in skewl...

Had sphagetti & sausages 4 lunch aftrrr cumin bak 4rm skewl & it was yummy!!! Dhn took a shwr & went to Hidha's place 2 print "HAPPY B'DAY BEYBE" & swwie tat I 4gt 2 mention tat 2day was my brthrrrs 31st B'day... He's my eldst brthrrr... So aftrrr cumin hme me & Naatha (bestie) was danm bz cuttin out da lettrs & pastin 'em on da wall...

Okie!!! V had a smalll partyy 2day @ our place mum made chicken, fried rice, 2 types of saladas, muguriha, chapatti, sausages & sphagetti 4 da partyyy & thrr was pirinee too... So, I invitd Naatha 2 da partyyy 4 da danm hard wrk she did helpn me 2 cut out da lettrrrx... & thrr was this yummmy cake too... & also in da partyyy sumthng unexpected hppnd too tat made me reeli fyl bad...

Da only thng missn was my camera my uncle took da camera & brought it bak aftrr da party was cmpletelyyy ovrrr & um so mad with him... okie!!! me gtta go study & do sme wrkx... I'd ratherrr preferrr fallin as sleep lookin @ da books I had to read... *Whew!!!* It was a tirin day... I knw tat u'd all agree...


Pic Credits: Deviant Nippy13

MISS [7] cho cho cho much
Nity nitexx
xoxoxoxo

Swwie...

Pic Credits: Deviant Majoz77

Hiii!!! Um still alive & nt evn bored of bloggin... Jst diffrnt thngx keep me away 4rm bloggin... It hve already been 4 days since I hvnt postd a single thng... Swwie ppl bt dnt wrry wen itx 2 post aftrr a long tym thrx a lot mre to tell u... hehe... ^^,

Wednsday

So, I dnt completely rember wat I did & hppnd on Wednsday... Bt I'd like to tell you tat my fwend did get into a lotta trouble & nw evrythngx jst completely okie... So, um happi... & also I was havng a difficult time handlin kureyzii boabulhi nifoo, who is a 100% tomboy in our family (actually shex my niece)... Tat was 1 reason I cudnt post anythng wethrr I gt smetime to sit here by da cmp bt still nuthn came to my kureyzii mind...

Thursday

Aftrr a bz Wednsday a bz Thurxday began... My goodness anothrr disastrr dad wnts us to go fishin with him... Tats smethng I hate to do bt as mum said tat all cn go & spnd smetime 2gthrr havng fun I said okie to go... Bt @ da lst moment I made up my mind & came bak... Wethrr v didnt go dad & his fwendx did go fishng...

Pssssst... No 1 was able to catch a fish (luckilyyy)... =]

Friday

Itx da bz Fridayyy again... Danm it... keke =] ... Me was invitd 2 (2) partiesss... Bt mum didnt snd me 2 partyyy tat I wntd 2 go... Aaaaaaaaarrrrggghh... Still she didnt allow me goin 2 da othrr party as well so me was so mad gt permission 4rm dad & left... It wasnt tat fun me & Naatha jst ate & came outta thrr... & guess wat I did... Nannu invitd me 2 da partyyy & said tat it was Hattu's suprise B'day partyyy... So, I txtd him & askd wethrrr it reeli was his B'day... Bt he didnt say anythn abt tat so me tot it was his B'day & txtd him in da mrnin wishn him a happy B'day... DA funny part is tat it wasnt his B'day & I was wndern y ppl giv suprise partiesss in advancd & it felt reeli dumb 2 me... A Suprise partyyy in Advance... Lolxxx bt still kewl... I still dnno hw da partyyy gt bustd to Hattu... Anywayx me no care abt tat... Then as it was Friday u guyxxx wud knw me gt my houseful of relativex almst like evryyy friday... So v all went swimmin & guess wat lil Jau puddngxx also was in da sea swimmin... Tat lil chompi ganduxxx also lurve da sea... & she was drinking da seawatrrr... Eeeewww!!! In da eve sme mre relativexx came & v played sme stoopid games on da teras... L8rrr evry1 had dinnr & sme of da relatives lft & me went 2 Hattu's partyyy... & 4 da 1st time i wore a shoal lst98... Tat was da hardest thng I evrrr tried bt evry1 said I lookd lurvely...*fonivefa*... Yeah!!! I ate rice noodles & beef 4rm da partyyy...

Saturday

I wud like 2 mention itx da lst day 4 da holidayxxx... I gt sme peace 2day cox me & Nishi r alone here in h.mle without gettn any trouble 4rm da youngrrr siblinxxx of Nishi... Yayyy!!! 2day evn sme relatives visitd & v playd & had fun... Mum made sme pizzas & roaspaan... Then v ate & ate & ate... So nw um here tellng u abt my 4 dayxxx & letng u knw evrythn b4 I 4gt 2...

Okie!!! So, 2mrrws gnna b a skewl day... Reopennin aftrr holidayxxx...
So, Nity Nite...
xoxoxoxo

Here I am... =]

Okie here i am aftrr a 3 dayxx break... I was pwetti bz da lst 3 dayx so I had nothn 2 tell u guyx othr dhn abt my bz day... I didnt wnna alwayx tlk abt hw my dayx r alwayx cox dhn my blog will turn into my personal diary... =]

I missd bloggn a lot in da lst 3 dayx... 2day me was almst free & i watchd 2 filmx...

1- Ella Enchanted
2- New York Times


My prayerx r with u my bstst fwend...

Bth da filmx were so kewl... & smethng terrible is also hppnin @ da same moment... My fwend is in trouble... Deep trouble... Hpe she'll b okie... Um danm worried abt herr... O god plx save her 4rm all da troubles...

Hey! Nity nite...
Do wait 4 bttr posts...
xoxoxoxo

Poems to my Luvd 1's...

Swwie tat I wasn't availiable yestrday... Me went mle 4 an ovr98 & had a grt time... i missd my bloggin yestrday... So, here um with u as soons as i cme bak 4rm mle... I jst feel like it hve been a lng time since i hvnt expressed my luv 2 family, fwendx & sme1 special...

My Fwendx...

V all need sme1
To tlk 2 in our life,
A fwend 2 whom v run
In times of stress or strife

A fwend who's alwayx there
Throughout da yrs,
A fwend v knw will care
& take away our fears.

A fwend who's alwayx near,
Waitin 4 our call,
2 wipe away our tearx,
& lift us wen v fall.

A luvng fwend indeed,
On whom v can depend
2 fulfill our evry need -
Thanku, precious fwend

I Lurve my Family so much...

2 b aprt of a family like mine
is so divine
whr luv is shwn
hurt is shared
our luv 4 each othr is nvr impaird

v tlk
v laugh
v cry

but v r a family
& v do it all 2gthr
4 as a family
v do it all as 1

u hurt 1
u hurt all
& as a family unit
v'll all stand tall

4 v r family
a family full of strength
a family full of luv
a family no 1 can touch
tatx y I luv my family so much.

Missin U...

U were on my mind wen i woke up this mornin
rememberng ur smile
i guess da nxt time i'll c ur face
will take a little wile
i was remembern ur arms around me
luv da way they alwayx feel warm
with u by my side
i completely feel no harm
i was remembern ur voice
makes my heart skip a beat
but without u baby
my whle body'x weak
i was remembern our times
da gud & da bad
da funny times wen u cheered me up
& especially da sad
remembern ur eyes
how they alwayx meet mine
remembern all da lil thingx u do
2 mke my life worthwile
i was wondern wen we'll b 2gthr
jst us 2
i guess i'm missng u mre than i usually do

*Yawns... stretches da arms*

Hey Gudnite...
cho cho cho shleepy & tired *yawns*...
xoxoxoxo

* Whew*... Um tired...

2day as my cmp was sick I gve it rest & me was bz doing laundry & ironin... So, um v much tired... Okie guess tat was mre thn enuff posts 4 1 nite...
Nity nite...

Miss u & luv ya [7]...
xoxoxoxoPic Credits: Deviant zenab-tareef

A Lurve Storiee...

Part 2

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that... I saw him on a street...with another girl...

He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me...as he touched the doll... I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell... Why did he gave these to me??
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls. In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.

Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that it's going to end.

Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual
Me I don't need it.
Jin What?.why?
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

Me I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
"I'm sorry..." He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...
Me You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.

Then...
Honk Honk
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted....
But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
"Jin, move!"
HONK!!
*Boom!* That sound, so terrifying.
That's how he went away from me.

That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him.
And after spending two months like a crazy person.

I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.I
remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days- when we were in love..
"One...two... three..."

That was how I started to count the dolls...
"Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..."
It all ended with 485 dolls.

I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly...
"I love you, I love you"
I dropped the dolls,shocked.
"I...lo..ve..you??"
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
"I love you I love you"
It can"t be!
I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"
Those words came out non-stop.
"I love you"
Why didn't I realize that???.
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...

I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach, that was the last doll,
the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much....
"Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is?
I couldn't say I love you..... Um... since I was too shy. If you forgive me and take this doll,
I will say that I love you.. Everyday...till I die.. Jo... I love you!"
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked
god, why do I only know about all this now?

He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute.
For that.. and for that reason... to me..... it became courage... to live a beautiful life...

A Lurve Storiee...

Part 1

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.

And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl.

Jin, do you want to go watch a movie? I asked.
Jin "I can't"
Why? You need to study at home?I felt disappointment grabbing me.
No I am going to meet a friend
He was always like that.

He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word "love" only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say "I love you" before.
To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all.

He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days,200 days. Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why.

Then one day...

Me Um, Jin, I...
Jin What?don't drag, just say..
Me I love you.
Jin you...um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my three words and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.

The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many...

Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But ...lunch passed, dinner passed...and soon the sky was dark he still didn't call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.

Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me Jin...
Jin Here...take this...
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me What's this?
Jin I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye.
Me Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. when I shouted..."Wait..."
Jin You have something to say?
Me Tell me, tell me you love me...
Jin What?!
Me Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don't want to say that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else." That was what he said. Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb...and I collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily...How could he!.
I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me...

To b continued...

Poor computrr!!!

Getwell Soon Compiexx . . .

2day my cmp was so sick tat I gve him rest... So, he's feelng well by nw I guess... So, me gnna b postng smethng I found reeli intrestng 2day...

Will b postng smethng in a wile...

Red Roses...

Pic Credits: Deviant NotYourBabyDoll

Red roses were her fav, her name was also Rose. & evry yr her husband sent ‘em, tied with pretty bows. Da yr he died, da roses were deliverd 2 her door. Da card said, "B my Valentine", like all da yrs b4.
Each yr he sent her roses, & da note wud alwayx say, "I luv u even mre this yr, than lst yr on this day. My luv 4 u will alwayx grow, with evry passng yr." She knew this was da lst time tat da roses wud appear.
She tot, he orderd roses in advance b4 this day. Her luvn husband didn’t knw, tat he wud pass away. He alwayx liked to do thingx early, way b4 da time. Then, if he got too bz, evrythn wud wrk out fine.
She trimmd da stems, & placed ‘em in a v special vase. Then, sat da vase beside da portrait of his smilin face. She wud sit 4 hrs, in her husband's fav chair. Wile starng @ his picture, & da roses sittn thr.
A yr went by, & it was hard 2 live without her mate. With loneliness & solitude, tat had bcme her fate. Then, da v hr, as on Valentines b4, Da doorbell rang, & thr were roses, sittn by her door.
She brought da roses in, & then jst lookd @ ‘em in shock. Then, went 2 get da telfne, to call da florist shop. Da ownr answerd, & she askd him, if he wud explain, Why wud sme1 do this to her, causng her such pain?
"I knw ur husband passd away, mre than a yr ago," Da ownr said, "I knew u'd call, & u wud wnt 2 knw. Da flowrx u receivd 2day, were paid 4 in advance. Ur husband alwayx plannd ahead, he lft nothng 2 chance.
Thr is a standn ordr, tat I hve on file dwn hre, & he has paid, well in advance, u'll get ‘em evry yr. Thr also is anothr thng, tat I think u shud knw, He wrte a special lil card...he did this yrs ago.
Then, shud evr I find out tat he's no longr hre, Tat's da card...tat shud b sent, 2 u da fllwin yr." She thankd him & hung up the fne, her tearx nw flowng hard. Her fingrx shakng, as she slwly reachd 2 get da card.
Inside da card, she saw tat he had writtn her a note. Then, as she stard in total silence, this is wat he wrte... "Hello my luv, I knw it's been a yr since I've been gne, I hpe it hasn't been too hard 4 u 2 ovrcme.
I knw it must b lonely, & da pain is v real. 4 if it was da othr way, I knw hw I wud feel. Da luv v shared made evrythng so beautiful in life. I luvd u mre than wrdx can say, u were da perfect wife.
U were my frnd & luvr, u fulfilld my evry need. I knw it'x only been a yr, but plx try not 2 grieve. I wnt u 2 be happi, even wen u shed ur tearx. Tat is y da roses will be sent 2 u 4 yrs.
Wen u get these roses, think of all da happiness, Tat v had 2gthr, & hw both of us were blessd. I hve alwayx luvd u & I knw I alwayx will. But, my lve, u mst go on, u hve sme livng still.
Plx...try 2 find happiness, wile livng out ur dayx. I knw itx not easy, but I hpe u find sme wayx. Da roses will cme evry yr, & they will only stop, Wen ur door'x not answerd, wen da florist stopx 2 knock.
He will cme 5 timex tat day, in case u hve gone out. But aftr his last visit, he’ll knw without a doubt, 2 take da roses 2 da place, whr I've instructd him,

& place da roses whr v r, 2gethr once again.

& this was da mst interestng piece i read 2day...
okie, bye 4 2day...
xoxoxoxo